How to Deal With a Broken-Crashed Heart that already broke into pieces?
I'm writing this in a gloomy wednesday with Brandy's Brokenhearted as a backsound. Sometimes I just really dont know what is going on, right now. I have no idea for what already happened. Everything's just happened really fast. Knowing that your partner have an affair with someone else: really break our heart. I cried every wake up and before go to sleep. Or even in a random situation. It feels like all in my head is just about them, (was) having fun behind me. Ive learned before: not to give 1000000% heart to any person. Never really giving all my heart because im afraid to fall and to be cheated. Aaanndd yes, I've been cheated several times by some boys but yeaa I never get hurt. It's just funny how they get hurt and cry when I left them. And i'm giving a very wide smile to em because i didnt feel any pain at all. But it's just different. We're about to marry in less than a year. And i think it's my time to give all my heart and all my life to...